I wish I can directly tell him this:

'you...I miss you. I miss talking and chatting with you'.

But I can't. I aint got no guts.

I wish I can say:

'wow....you look so handsome in your pictures.'

(Even though you're dark, but I kinda find myself attracted to you)

But I can't say it. I don't have the guts.

I wish I can say:

'when can we meet up? I really want to see you and meet you.'

But I can't. I don't have the guts.

I wish I had the guts to tell him. But how to tell him? I think he's avoiding me. I think, I wish he's not.

I can only wish at this moment.